Sunday, August 9, 2009

re: Getting ma very own apppartment!!

here is coming the part that tells ya all abt my new appartment and the pain i feel by leaving ma family and loved once behind!

Egypt My Beloved Homeland...

Sigh, guys howdy! sigh sigh sigh, I really miss Egypt and therefore:




ya baladi - My country
hena s7aabi - Here are my friends
hena e7baabi - Here are my loved ones

hena 7abibi eli da2 baabi - Here is my lover that had knocked on my door
hena shamsi - Here is my sun
hena amari - Here is my moon

hena nilee w hena harami - Here is my Nile and here are my pyramids
hena abouya w hena omi - Here is my father and here is my mother

hena 3ardi w hena dammee - Here is my honor and here is my blood

hena beladi w hena egdady - Here is my country and here are my grandfathers

hena haykounou a7fadee - And here is where my grandchildren shall be
hena maadeya w layaleya- Here is my past and here are my nights
w hena zekra kanet leya - And here is a memory that belongs to me

w salaam ya baladi salaaam - And good bye, my country good bye

rage3 leek mafihash kalaam
- I will return to you without a doubt
w koli shou2 w ahlaam - Filled with passion and dreams-------------

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

twisted ma ankle.... busy busy busy

guys, guys, OMG I know it has been such a long time for me to finally write something down here, but the truth is I been so freaking busy lately with everything surrounding me, but i will fill ya in with all of that later...

The thing is, I went sunday to my friends engagement and wore what they call : "very very high heels", nothing happened...eeeh well lol till the moment I came back and was standing in front of ma own homedoor KNACK YES ....very hurtful.... lol ma mom could hear me screaming without me first needing to click on the bell... and as a result to all of that I cant walk now LOOl AND THAT REALLY SUCKS...!

anywayz ill fill ya up later with all that and some other stuff too im just really busy also with other stuff that i will fill ya guys in later (thanks all for ya patients)

btw ma account acces has some issues but ill fix all of that later im in a hurry now so peace!

Monday, March 2, 2009

An old timer, that's still being used today

A very old song that I think everyone recognizes, despites the fact that its a real oldtimer, it's still very much to be heard in our todays society, on the radio, in movies and numberous of commercials... so sit back and enjoy...

Sunday, March 1, 2009

The good old times..

Howdy blogppz,

So guys seriously, have you ever really thought back abt the time that you were around 6 or 7 years of age? And you would have small responsibilities such as having to clean your room, making sure you clean your plate, be home on time... but really thats abt it, right?

I mean, no serious big responsbilities or real bounderies. Simply cause there were no bills waiting for you at home or you would have to worry abt study results coming in or having to take care that you come on time at work or any other appointment.

In childhood, you don't have nearly as many commitments as you do when you're an adult. When you're a child, the worst thing that could happen as a result of one of your screwups is being grounded. When you're an adult, the worst thing that could happen is you get sued for millions of dollars, and are forced to a live the rest of your life homeless.

I think the majority would agree that childhood is the best time, simply coz your being taken care of and you dont have to worry abt life basically. Maybe its that precise reason why we want to become millionaires or win the lottery, so we can have also a life less of commitmens and responsibilities, in which we dont have to worry much...

But yet we have to keep in mind that there are in fact children of around 6 or 7 years of age that DO have to worry abt those stuff and aren't that fortunate to have their moms or dads waiting for them, think abt war zones or really poor countries or children that are orphans... so in a way they were kind of forced into becoming young adults and by having those responsibilities(thinking abt meals etc), and never really experienced what it's like to be a child!

Oh well, anywyz I think that the majority, of you guys that think back would think with great times back to your childhood... me and ma best friend Dilek, came across some old cartoons we use to watch and it just maked me feel young again... it brought me back to times in where I came home from school, and all I had to do is, sit, ma mom would come and bring me my lunch, and all I had to do is focus on the cartoon and make sure I finish my plate. And when my food was done my mom would come and take ma plate, put my coat on and bring me back to school... but at that time you just would take all of those things for granted ? why ? coz you dont have to think abt getting food on your table or any other commitment... yea indeed life was easy during childhood...


ironically though, when you are around 16 you can't wait to become an adult and you go like: wait mom and dad, till im 18, then ill make ma own choices.. I can vote, I can drive a car, you get to see when your 18 all the nice 'rights' where you have longed for while being a child, and so I think longing back to your childhood comes at a later age/stadium in your life, where you realize that having rights....also means you have responsibilities....

Anyhow, so wut are the disadvantages than from being a child? some may argue it would have to be that your freedom is limited in a way. Because your freedom mostly depends on your parent's mood at the time. You have to listen to them. Adults on the other hand who are over 18 can do what their parents can do, and legally can make their own choices and seem to have more freedom than a child does.

So What time is the best?

Maybe theres no point of answering that question coz different periods in your life hold different experiences, and it is hard to compare these. Coz both stages...seem to be just as important to become succesful.

Which will bring me to Erik Eriksons theory in the next post....

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Legend, Majida el Roumi

Song starts from 01:22

Lyrics of This great song both in English as Arabic:


Elyly 3ayshny 7obak- Tonight make me life your love

Elyly Sam3ny 7obak - Tonight make me hear your hearbeat

Elyly Ensaany 3a Edyk - Tonight, forget me in your arms

We Shamsy Toshro2 Mn 3enyk- As the sun rises from your eyes

3andy Betsaawy Hal Kaon - To me you equal the world

Ya Kel El Kaon Habeeby - The whole world my love

Sho M3na Hal 7ayaa - What is the meaning of this life?

7elm We Marek Sa3aat - A dream with endless hours

El Baa2y mn 3omry Ehdeek - What's left of my life, I give to you

We 3omry La7za Betnadeek - And every seconds of my life, calls for you...

Embar7 We La2ol El Yom, Le5rha Habeeby,Ana Elly Mnak Enta Mnny -

Yesterday, and today and till the very last day my love, I ama part of you and you are a part of me

La La Ma Teb3d 3any- No no don't become distant from me

Enta Ana Roo7y Ana - You are me your my spirit

Enta Elly Sakeny - You are the one who lives inside me (within me)

ENta Elly 3arf Eny - You are the one who knows

Elak Wa7dak Baghny - That only for You I sing/For you alone do I sing

Sho Moshta2a Habeby -I miss you so much my darling/How I miss you my love/darling...

2ool Kelma Habeeby - Say anything, a word my love (say something )

We A7ky Lel Dena Ya 7oby - And tell it to the world my love

Enak Ely WeLak Alby - That you are mine and my heart is yours/belongs to you

Elak mn Abl Ma Kan - Yours before all was created

We Mn Ba3d El Zaman - And forever yours after this life

Hal 2alb El 3sh2aan - Oh this aching heart

We Sho Ba2olak Kaman - What more can I tell you?

Welyly Ghmorny Bejnoon - And the nights drive me mad

Khaly Elly Makan Ykoon - Will I ever have a place in your heart?

We Tklak Dam3t El 3yoon - And my tears will inform you,

Enta Ana Roo7y Ana - You are me /My soul(my spirit)

Ba7bak Ana Habeeby - I love you, my love...


The End...

Additonal info:

As I said earlier abt french legend Lara Fabian, this arabic ladie is also very much capable of making you experience true Emotions... its a very passionate song abt a lover to a lover...

A legend that has made more then several hits.

Majida El Roumi (Arabic: ماجدة الرومي‎, also transliterated as Magida el Roumi) was born in Kfarshima, Lebanon on December 13, 1956. She is a Lebanese singer and a soprano who started her musical career in the early 1970s when she participated in the talent show, Studio El Fan on Télé Liban and won the gold medal for best female singer. Since her appearance on television at the age of 16, she has become one of the most successful and respected singers of the Arab world as well as a UN Goodwill Ambassador.

Source: wikidpedia

Friday, February 27, 2009

Egyptian proud verse:



Egyptian pride is in my mind

Egyptian blood is in my kind
So Step aside and let me through
coz its all abt the egyptian crew
Egyptian love is all around
For my fellow Egyptian A never let me down
show your pride say it true
coz egyptian bloods flows through you
Egyptian pride for me till I die
No reason to lie
Analyze
Recognize
You're kicking with the Egyptian side...

Thursday, February 26, 2009

My favourite song in the whole world en francais

Howdy,

Guys, You gotta see this videoclip and not just half of it but really all of it,
ITS MAGNIFIQUE, It's overwhelming i get Goosebumps everytime I play it,Stunning absolutely stunning, Make sure you see the part at : 3.26 till the end and I swear you feel it too. I cry everytime I watch this video. I see the greatness both in Lara as the Audience...Speechless!!

Lara Fabian a very very great singing actress, that experience with her own eyes, what it means after giving ,to get back! She always is able to make you feel the REAL emotion in a song...but now not only she did....

The audience memorized the whole song and sings it for her in where she feels really defeated and overwhelmed with lots of emotions coming up... a recomondation for everyone that has a passion for music and like to see REAL interaction and LOVE with a crowd, Lara Fabian is famous coz she touches ppls emotions but by this song she really really convinced both her fans as herself! You gotta see the end where the crowd bows for her LOOl Mafnique... I never seen anything like it....

One of ma favourites...

Goodbye My Almost Lover...

Getting criticized for criticizing!

Guys, guys, guys, gimme ya attention for a sec.

Yesterday a prick in ma msn list, felt the need to make a comment on my blogmsg ( the one where I critisized the authorities and officials that were ahead of the plane crash investigation.

First of, let me make something clear. The authorities and officials did in fact take good care of the passengers and provided excellent medical care, however my criticism wasn't Addressed to them,(READ WELL!!) it was focussing on the attention towards the relatives/friends/loved ones of the passengers. My main point of criticism was that some information had alraedy leaked abroad, whereas here in Holland, it hadn't even been confirmed yet and THAT after what 4 press conferences ?????( so my attention and compassion was mainly going out to the relatives and loved ones) Also a woman on TV said that she had to find out all by herself where to turn too...

So once again I didnt criticize the helptroops as in terms of providing medical care to the passengers but moreover the way authorities communicated towards relatives and loved ones.

And another serious matter was my criticism towards the dutch population and their pronounciation of English. Which in fact if you really know me that well Mr. Daniel, is a point of criticism, I have always had abt the dutch population, I have written numberous of essays abt them.... so wth?
I am not saying DANIEL that my English is oh so perfect, coz its not, which I recalled, I also stated there earlier (its all a matter of thorougly reading). But I believe that authorities and officials have to be at least be able to be well understood, especially when knowing that the whole world is watching you!!(and especially when all they had to do was reading it out loud rightly, out of a paper).

And to get personal was just uncalled for. It's okay to give your comment if you dissagree but to get personal and make statements such as: "oh lets see how they would handle such thing in Egypt or look at ya own English" was uncalled for, if you ask me.

I know your reading this and that's why I wrote it down, if you dissagree with someone argue the point but don't get personal! That's just weak if you ask me, if you block and delete someone than it shows me you can't argue ya point well and you not really man enough to face me and finish the discussion ,by getting personal it even shows me you go to a deeper low point cause you cant handle the discussion. so you getting nasty? --> So weakness.. so all I can say guys, Please do comment and tell me if you want to discuss something, but why get personal?

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Communication is the Key!!

hey folks,

I just want to write of my emotions today I guess, I felt so annoyed by the so called 'helptroops, officials" , that had to represent our country, I mean what kind of retarded spokesperson did they put there???

You might expect from these kind of ppl ( a mayor of Haarlem, emergency service spokeswoman and other officials) that they actually now how to represent our country in times of catastrophe and certainly know how to communicate both in English as in Dutch.

While they were holding their press conference, the mayor of Haarlem was like: no can't give you an answer to that, no can't give you an answer to that too... then it was said that the press conference was gonna be postponed to 4 o'clock pm. Then they didn't have any detailed information too ( you might expect, from an aircrash that happened at 10:30 am in the morning) that they had at least a passengerlist detailed(especially since in Turkey it was alraedy there on internet!!) , there were leaked pictures of the 2 pilots that passed away, whereas in Holland it hadn't even been confirmed that they were in fact pilots among the nine dead.

Than the mayor director and other high officials started talking in English, I was just deeply and I mean this in every possible way it could be meant: ASHAMED.

Their English sounded very very lame, they couldnt even spell 'hard words out right, stopped and paused mainly and were overall just unclear not something you might expect from high officials... this is actually something thats always been bothering me in the Netherlands, they focus on grammar, and on a great vocabulary but never pay much attention to PRONOUNCIATION...

So here you have an university/master graduated person that sounds horrible... I mean its one that you have an accent in Dutch ( I suppose thats something thats just not easy to errase, but to sound like you pause and stop and slipping over the words) That is something to be concerned abt...

And as in terms of today... Even the relatives of the passengers that were present in the plane... weren't provided by full information, Yes, help was there for the passengers but how abt the relatives???

They had to find out all by themselves where to switch too and with it comes that even one stated the same thing I stated earlier on, that they(officals) keep things for themselves that had already been confrimed abroad... and those ppl have to represent our company? How on earth is it possible that an accident that took place in our country didn't have full coverage, whereas in Turkey they knew more???

The relevatives had to find out everything by themselves coz our governement and officials wanted to be clear before providing information...
which is okay but c'mon 10:30 and at 7 or 8 you cant even provide more information? Plus all trafic had to lay down also flight traffic??? even in the afternoon ... The accident took place at a field thats (1)... Secondly airplanes that were waiting for take of could take another field to go from... I just couldn't believe that for one accident the whole of that area had to be made unavalaible...

I was just really anoyed, Another reason for me to stress the importance of practising English pronounciation

Oh and guys i am not stating here that I am so perfect in English coz i make mistakes however I do practise and on my accent... but you might expect from our government/officials to at least be able to be understood... and certainly not only provide help to the ppl that died/got injured but also provide good information GOOD COMMUNICATION to the relatives... and loved ones of the passengers...

-1 for Holland if you ask me... Tomorrow more on this story...

Turkish plane crash in Amsterdam

At least nine people are dead and dozens injured after a Turkish Airlines jet carrying around 130 crashes as it tries to land at Amsterdam's Schiphol airport. Pictures show the plane lying in a field broken into three pieces. Witnesses report many passengers were able to walk away from the wreckage.
[BBC] A Turkish Airlines plane has crashed on landing at Amsterdam's Schiphol international airport, killing nine people and injuring 84, six critically.
An official told a news conference that six people were in a critical condition and 25 were severely wounded.
Another 24 passengers had suffered light injuries, she said, with the injuries of another 31 still to be established. Eighty-four people altogether have been taken to 11 hospitals in the surrounding area. The plane, carrying 128 passengers and seven crew, crashed short of the runway near the A9 highway. It broke into three pieces, but did not catch fire.
Three of those killed were crew members. Their bodies have been left in the cockpit for further investigation.
Officials said it was unclear why the plane, en route from Istanbul, crashed.

Tomorrow, there will be held another pers conference with more detailed information abt this tragic accident...
x the cause
x the total amount of ppl that actually died(or will die)
x total of number survived
x the list of passengers
x additional info

*to be updated *

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

My father and his american friend

Howdy folks,


So, Today, was just a boring day. Although, lol, to say that it would be all boring would be a lie.
My father found back his old neighborhood friend Alfie, that he hasn'tlike spoken to for years. So my father yelled: "Linda, Linda"come downstairs you need to help me...

And so obeying little me, went downstairs and said: yes daddie? He said, I need to contact Alfie... I starred to him, I said; Alfie who? (lmao)

He's like; "ma old friend that I use to be hanging out with during my days in my childhood in Cairo."

He said: "He contacted me (with a smilie face) can you contact him please?" (it was around 12/1 pm here) ... so this Alfie person lives in Florida, US (which would be 6 hours of time difference) so there it was 6 am. I am like listen call him awal and ask him if he holds a messengerprogram or skype so than you can talk... So, obviously I didn't meant right now, lmao, I mean for crying out loud, the poor man was sleeping lmao, it was 6 am for GOD sake plus the man is jobless due to the financial crisis...

But ooooh noooo... lol' that didn't stop ma father... ring...ring...

"Alfie, its me ana magdy men hollanda" (lmao i coudnt stop laughing ) he didnt even appologize in the beginning for calling that early he just started of a convo lmaooooooo... than after a while he's like oh sorry for calling ya early oh btw hows the weather (lmao), I think it was abt that time that Alfie realize he had to wake up and totallly focus to ma fathers wishes looooool....

Alfie had to switch on his pc and had to found out where he placed his skype program, and all at 6 am looool...
and than he had to add us... so I added the man and it was just to hilarious to see, Alfie turned on his cam, the man lived all by himself alone his daughter was his only thing he had (he divorced his wife)... and so the first thing ma father said, when he was talking over the mic and watching him on cam was like : wow nice house very large....
Alfie was like: "Ya Magdy howa kol haga big fel amrica(everything is big in america) lmao...
he showed his backyard (that my father confused by a balcony), furthermore showed his barbecue at 6 am lool, showed him coffee and told ma father abt his own lil crisis now that he lost his job, after working 22 years for a company, he had to go to Cuba for 6 months to make money... Ma dad said: say hi to castro lOOOOL take some cigars with ya..

Anywayz, it was just totally hilarious to see ma father in front of a pc, that quite frankly he doenst even know how to use (lol)...although lately, he's quite happy that he knows how to minimilize and press the play/pause button fel windowsmediaplayer, lol, so it was hilarious to see 2 ppl that didnt really know that much abt pc's, talking over the mic with a cam, and having chat dialogues at 6 am in the morning...

Lmao, overall I had a great day, I stayed at home today, watched tv, sit with ma parents had dinner and watched a movie again YES, Rush hour, and now I am here writing all this text...
I guess it was just a boring day with a lil laugh in btw....

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Girls night out ruined by friends prick husband...


Hey blogpeeps,

Here I am again... Today was quite nice me and my friends went out first and than I watched a movie with me and my other friends it was a great movie this time, didnt work on ma sleeping nerves... The movie was called: "
empire of the wolves" en francais: L'empire des Loups, for more information you can google it lol okay okay here:
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(Arly Jover, Blade) is losing her memory. It started the day she failed to recognize her husband, Laurent (Philippe Bas). "I'm going crazy," she whispers to herself. Then at a dinner party, faces suddenly morph into death masks.
this intense horror/thriller finds a woman suffering from nightmares and bouts of amnesia mysteriously tied to a series of gruesome murders around Paris. Anna Heymes (Arly Jover), the wife of a senior government official, is experiencing the loss of memory and terrifying hallucinations. In the Turkish neighborhood of Paris, two police officers, Nerteaux (Jocelyn Quivrin) and Schiffer (Reno), are trying to solve the mystery of the sadistic murders of three women, all clandestine Turkish laborers. While the upright Nerteaux is determined to stop the killings, Schiffer is a dirty cop whose real goals are more questionable. In the course of the investigation, they discover that an armed branch of the Turkish mafia might be responsible for the murders. At the same time, Anna learns that her face has been transformed by plastic surgery, leaving nothing of her previous appearance. The link between Anna and the three victims becomes ever more clear as Anna's horrible past is progressively revealed to her, to Nerteaux, and to Schiffer


anywayz it was a great time...that's up and untill the moment my friends husband entered ( i will later write my motives of disliking the guy) the room. Since I totally hate the guy I totally ignored him and so did ma other friends I just hope that my friend won't get in any problem cause of my cold attitude towards him... so I feel kind of bad now... but what was I to do I cant stand his face anymore? And I cant act like I like the guy when I just don't ? I rather be cold than two-faced...

Friday, February 20, 2009

Girls ordinary day out...ánd a child

howdy,

hey im back. Today's film was called 'sleeper'. Yea... the name speaks for itself i guess, it was overall a good movie, but a movie that really worked on ya sleeping nerves (lol).

It is one of those movies in which if for a second you dont keep ya attention to the movie, you better of stop watching your movie and do something else... now it was not like I didnt want to keep ma attention to the movie or something werent it for the little sweetheart Rana (ma lil angel best friends 3 year old daughter) that was constantly asking me for ma attention by asking for ma phone and ma laptop... so i missed the headlines.

Than... she fell asleep and I was kind of forced to watch a movie that I mostly weren't able to follow... and than when I finally did get it, i was kind of tired and it just wasn't that good of a movie if you ask me... and ma friend was texting her boyfriend all through the night which kind of distracted me(the light and all) lmao...

Anywayz girls night out was nice though, me and ma friends hanged out after that movie and saw this 4 cute wannabe guys... that totally made ma friend in love with them appaerantly... i coundt be bothered if you ask me they were all ugly lol anywayz to make a long story short we had fun and we headed home... It was just an ordinary girls out fun I guess...

Thursday, February 19, 2009

My fathers 'inner' wish to hear the magical words... I do...sigh...


under construction

Loosing ya best friend for the sake of your friends happiness



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Being raised in a multicultural family, mixed-race...




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Coptic Religion and Me...



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life..

howdy,

i'm supposed to be working on assignments but I can't be bothered.

Anywayz, this is ma first real msg so forgive me if it seems a lil strange. It's funny how I started of this school year with promises and yet dont seem to be able to stick to one of them... sigh... Anyways I am thinking into totally changing my major. What's the point in doing something that you are not really fully happy abt? So, I made up ma mind, upcoming september I 'll change ma major have no clue though what and all but one things for sure I aint happy with the major I am in now...

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Intro..

Hi and Welcome to my blog.

For the people that actually want to get to know me thorougly I decided to add some information of my very special life (lol).

For more information : please see profile...